Vitamins

January was a month of medications. I decided to stick with vitamins C and D and won spectacularly! I had days where life took over and a vitamin C was missed - however almost every single day of January saw me taking the time to grab some vitamins. And I felt so much better for … Continue reading Vitamins

The Fear

These pills, when first prescribed, terrified me. I have to take these, it is within my own best interests, for my physical health. The mentality I had when on anti-depressants of 'it doesn't matter' does not work here. My mentality was forced into, 'it doesn't matter how, it just matters that you do'. So, I … Continue reading The Fear

The Illusion of More

Wednesday 22nd January 2020 She walks through the door, eyes hopeful as she surveys the room. Her eyes, immediately lose their hope and turn into dark pits of disappointment. The room is cluttered and dirty. She expected more, nothing extraordinary, but more than this. The photographs had made it look as though it was more, … Continue reading The Illusion of More

I Believe in You

The odds are stacked and you You can't relax 'cause you're Thinking your dreams will never show up I see you try for a A brighter sky, oh but It looks too high and hot to hold up Oh, but you don't see what I see I believe in you If you're lost in the … Continue reading I Believe in You

My Thing

December was a month of feeling like I needed to find my own thing. The previous month had been one that had seen me trying something I had been thinking of doing for quite some time, based off the positive enforcement of several people around me. December was a month of thought, of honesty, of … Continue reading My Thing

A Little Something New

In 2018, I moved to the City. It was an exciting adventure and I made a point of looking at some activities I might be able to do while living here. Things that had often crossed my mind but were unattainable while living in the village I was raised. Some things were an exciting thought, … Continue reading A Little Something New

I Wished For You, Too

The years have been hard, A dullness, a dark room without any light. Hands always stretching out ahead, chasing, Everything always just out of reach. I thought of you when I needed some colour in the darkness, A flash of hope, of what I might one day find. I always had you in the back … Continue reading I Wished For You, Too

Dear You

Dear You I always felt like you've known me, I thought of you when I got lonely, Now there's nothing else I can do, This is me reaching out to you Dear you, I hope you don't mind me writing, 'cause it's been some time since we last spoke, I hope you're doing more than … Continue reading Dear You

Laziness Be Gone

October was the month to not be lazy, to re-energise and to get out. Going out, every day, at least once, regardless of plans or mood. Check. October was a complete success, likely due to my silence on the matter. I had not mentioned it to anyone, I had just got on and slotted it … Continue reading Laziness Be Gone