Here We Are

It is over.

It is done.

I studied some business lately – I loved it. I had always wished to do it, never thought I would have the chance, the opportunity, or the brains…

Yet, here we are. I have my work in front of me. There is ‘excellent’ scribbled all over it, on almost every page.

I had wanted my own business, once.

Still.

So many dreams, so many roads.

Everything happens for a reason, right?

The dream I have been chasing may or may not be within my grasp. But there are other roads. I have doors that I can reach over and touch, should I choose to. I am not used to having doors.

I have said so many times these last few weeks how tired I am of fighting. I have been fighting my whole life for an education that was not given to me. For things to go wrong now, makes me feel tired. Makes me feel like laying down.

I am not a person who lies down.

 

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