A Bad Routine

Some times things happen at the right time, without any time to prepare. Some times, these things are exactly what is needed... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRSA4X2RGGc&feature=youtu.be

Face2Face

This is worth seeing - such an amazing journey and it still stays with me, on my mind frequently. Katherine Brooks, ladies and gentlemen. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgE0aWIojbM

Crunch It

August has felt like a bit of an odd month, neither here nor there. I'm starting to lose my willpower now, my motivation to do something new each month is severely lacking. I decided to try exercise, to crunch, every so often. I had initially thought every other day but then that did not happen. … Continue reading Crunch It

Acknowledgement​

July is always a horrid month for me and mine. Too many anniversaries bring feelings full of loss and despair for most of the month. This month, in the midst of sadness, I have moved out of my shared accommodation and into my own place. This month is bringing with it a reminder of what being … Continue reading Acknowledgement​

Rain

I love the rain. The sound of it hitting the street below and splashing as cars pass by. It's inspirational in its own right. There's something very calming and therapeutic about rain. Like a million tears running down windows, witnessed by many a lost soul. It changes things, the smell in the air, the mood … Continue reading Rain

Worth It

Impostor syndrome (also known as impostor phenomenon, impostorism, fraud syndrome or the impostor experience) is a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts their accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a "fraud". ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16es20DCrZM&feature=youtu.be

11 years

"But I don't understand! I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she's, there's just a body, and I don't understand why she just can't get back in it and not be dead anymore! It's stupid! It's mortal and stupid! And, and Xander's crying … Continue reading 11 years

4 Years

On this day. The clock stopped, It read - 16.10 Such a sudden shock to the atmosphere, It stopped time. The day before. A feeling, It was 19.15 A jolt of realisation, Calm acceptance. The happiest of days, All day until 18.00 A phone call, Devastation.

I Been Standing In The Same Place For Eighteen Years

Bestie 1: (2009) Standing in doorways was the hardest thing I could ever do at one time. All of our gatherings were either at my house with the doors closed or me on one side and you on the other. You went off to college and I stayed standing in the same place, never moving, never … Continue reading I Been Standing In The Same Place For Eighteen Years