A Bad Routine

Some times things happen at the right time, without any time to prepare. Some times, these things are exactly what is needed... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRSA4X2RGGc&feature=youtu.be

11 years

"But I don't understand! I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she's, there's just a body, and I don't understand why she just can't get back in it and not be dead anymore! It's stupid! It's mortal and stupid! And, and Xander's crying … Continue reading 11 years

4 Years

On this day. The clock stopped, It read - 16.10 Such a sudden shock to the atmosphere, It stopped time. The day before. A feeling, It was 19.15 A jolt of realisation, Calm acceptance. The happiest of days, All day until 18.00 A phone call, Devastation.

Tell Me

Standing at the bus stop, there’s a strange hue in the air that has her tilting her head and reaching up to clean her glasses. Glasses clean and hue still present, she wanders down the street with curious intent. Turning the corner, she is approached by a couple she recognises, a couple who have been … Continue reading Tell Me

I Can’t Breathee

A photo which shows one moment, of every moment. By my side, always with me. The dreams continue. You are there. But you are dying. And then I find this picture and stumble across this song and my eyes start leaking. I miss you, so very much, I miss you. I Can't Breathe Somebody get … Continue reading I Can’t Breathee

One Day

You always told me, “One day…” Trying in vain to prepare me for these days. In the early days, I notice your hat is still there – I make a mental note to ask if I can keep it, But then in the blink of an eye – it is gone. I take your collection … Continue reading One Day

Hello, I am Chloe

    Growing up, I was always a happy and confident child. I was the joker, the little comedian going out of her way to make silly faces and look daft in the hope of making people smile. Always putting on shows, dancing and joking. As the years went by and I grew older, things … Continue reading Hello, I am Chloe

I Survived

"I wake up every morning, get dressed and carry on with the day. Even when I don't feel like it, it's just what you do." - Grandad I was raised strong. I was always a child that held fire in her eyes and I loved it. I challenged people. I questioned life. You get up in … Continue reading I Survived

Everywhere

There are carols ...everywhere. There are trees, with bows and bright, bright lights. I am not ready yet ...never ready yet. There is that feeling in the air, it is here. An empty chair, two of them ...empty arms. The lights are there, harsh and blinding, a watery perspective. There is cheer ...everywhere. JustMe.