I Believe in You

The odds are stacked and you You can't relax 'cause you're Thinking your dreams will never show up I see you try for a A brighter sky, oh but It looks too high and hot to hold up Oh, but you don't see what I see I believe in you If you're lost in the … Continue reading I Believe in You

My Thing

December was a month of feeling like I needed to find my own thing. The previous month had been one that had seen me trying something I had been thinking of doing for quite some time, based off the positive enforcement of several people around me. December was a month of thought, of honesty, of … Continue reading My Thing

A Little Something New

In 2018, I moved to the City. It was an exciting adventure and I made a point of looking at some activities I might be able to do while living here. Things that had often crossed my mind but were unattainable while living in the village I was raised. Some things were an exciting thought, … Continue reading A Little Something New

Dream Trip

'By the time I'm 30, I'll be recovered enough to go to New York.'  I lost years of my life to mental illness, with the hope of one day being able to recover - the one consistent thought being 'by the time I'm 30...' By the time I'm 30, I'll have recovered, faced my fear … Continue reading Dream Trip

A Bad Routine

Some times things happen at the right time, without any time to prepare. Some times, these things are exactly what is needed... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRSA4X2RGGc&feature=youtu.be

Worth It

Impostor syndrome (also known as impostor phenomenon, impostorism, fraud syndrome or the impostor experience) is a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts their accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a "fraud". ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16es20DCrZM&feature=youtu.be

11 years

"But I don't understand! I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she's, there's just a body, and I don't understand why she just can't get back in it and not be dead anymore! It's stupid! It's mortal and stupid! And, and Xander's crying … Continue reading 11 years

4 Years

On this day. The clock stopped, It read - 16.10 Such a sudden shock to the atmosphere, It stopped time. The day before. A feeling, It was 19.15 A jolt of realisation, Calm acceptance. The happiest of days, All day until 18.00 A phone call, Devastation.

I Been Standing In The Same Place For Eighteen Years

Bestie 1: (2009) Standing in doorways was the hardest thing I could ever do at one time. All of our gatherings were either at my house with the doors closed or me on one side and you on the other. You went off to college and I stayed standing in the same place, never moving, never … Continue reading I Been Standing In The Same Place For Eighteen Years