The Illusion of More

Wednesday 22nd January 2020 She walks through the door, eyes hopeful as she surveys the room. Her eyes, immediately lose their hope and turn into dark pits of disappointment. The room is cluttered and dirty. She expected more, nothing extraordinary, but more than this. The photographs had made it look as though it was more, … Continue reading The Illusion of More


July is always a horrid month for me and mine. Too many anniversaries bring feelings full of loss and despair for most of the month. This month, in the midst of sadness, I have moved out of my shared accommodation and into my own place. This month is bringing with it a reminder of what being … Continue reading Acknowledgement​


Moving does not solve all problems - I was aware of this. I had reminded myself of this everytime I saw a film where the protagonist's past followed them into their present. Moving felt like breathing. Almost like for the first time in my whole goddamn life, I could breathe easy. No more elephants sitting … Continue reading Breathe


I am here.  I moved, to the big City.  I am there.  I made it,  to the classroom.  Here I am, studying. I am undertaking one of my biggest challenges - a BA (Hons) degree. I have been sitting in various rooms, listening to people talk about their experiences.  Then a feeling that has always … Continue reading Imposter