I Believe in You

The odds are stacked and you You can't relax 'cause you're Thinking your dreams will never show up I see you try for a A brighter sky, oh but It looks too high and hot to hold up Oh, but you don't see what I see I believe in you If you're lost in the … Continue reading I Believe in You

My Thing

December was a month of feeling like I needed to find my own thing. The previous month had been one that had seen me trying something I had been thinking of doing for quite some time, based off the positive enforcement of several people around me. December was a month of thought, of honesty, of … Continue reading My Thing

A Little Something New

In 2018, I moved to the City. It was an exciting adventure and I made a point of looking at some activities I might be able to do while living here. Things that had often crossed my mind but were unattainable while living in the village I was raised. Some things were an exciting thought, … Continue reading A Little Something New

Laziness Be Gone

October was the month to not be lazy, to re-energise and to get out. Going out, every day, at least once, regardless of plans or mood. Check. October was a complete success, likely due to my silence on the matter. I had not mentioned it to anyone, I had just got on and slotted it … Continue reading Laziness Be Gone

September

So this month - swimming. The best feeling in the world, however, due to an unrelated injury, it was only the once. Perhaps going forwards, once i have fully recovered, I will go back and make this a regular outing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnMbTDDL5aQ Just Keep Swimming

Dream Trip

'By the time I'm 30, I'll be recovered enough to go to New York.'  I lost years of my life to mental illness, with the hope of one day being able to recover - the one consistent thought being 'by the time I'm 30...' By the time I'm 30, I'll have recovered, faced my fear … Continue reading Dream Trip

A Bad Routine

Some times things happen at the right time, without any time to prepare. Some times, these things are exactly what is needed... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRSA4X2RGGc&feature=youtu.be

Crunch It

August has felt like a bit of an odd month, neither here nor there. I'm starting to lose my willpower now, my motivation to do something new each month is severely lacking. I decided to try exercise, to crunch, every so often. I had initially thought every other day but then that did not happen. … Continue reading Crunch It

Worth It

Impostor syndrome (also known as impostor phenomenon, impostorism, fraud syndrome or the impostor experience) is a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts their accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a "fraud". ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16es20DCrZM&feature=youtu.be

11 years

"But I don't understand! I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean, I knew her, and then she's, there's just a body, and I don't understand why she just can't get back in it and not be dead anymore! It's stupid! It's mortal and stupid! And, and Xander's crying … Continue reading 11 years