My Thing

December was a month of feeling like I needed to find my own thing. The previous month had been one that had seen me trying something I had been thinking of doing for quite some time, based off the positive enforcement of several people around me. December was a month of thought, of honesty, of … Continue reading My Thing

Worth It

Impostor syndrome (also known as impostor phenomenon, impostorism, fraud syndrome or the impostor experience) is a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts their accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a "fraud". ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16es20DCrZM&feature=youtu.be

New Year

I am sad a lot. I get asked if I am okay, several times a day. Each time my response is the same, "Yeah, just tired." There is no one thing, there is nothing. No main reason for such sadness, it just is. This year - 2018 - will be the year that I write … Continue reading New Year

Up Close and Personal

  What if I liked living here? Friend says, "There is nothing to photograph here." My mind says, "The voyage of discovery is not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes." - Marcel Proust. There is no privacy here. But this, right now feels so private. There is no one here but me. I feel so … Continue reading Up Close and Personal

Friendship

There is a moment afterwards when you realise that you have just scrolled through every picture. A hurtful moment during when you realise you do miss them. A sad moment straight after that one when you remember you don't want them in your life for a reason. And hopefully, that final moment afterwards makes you … Continue reading Friendship

Tomorrow

Tomorrow could change my life. A door is open and I am walking through it. The opportunity is there, the chance that will help me to create the life that I long to live. It is scary as hell. I am waiting for it to not happen, expecting it to be another dead end. It … Continue reading Tomorrow